talking

i have been talking to another submissive called samantha on facebook over the last week, and i called her on the phone today (14/may/2009), and have come to see what it is like to be a submissive, in a full on loving relationship. she gives herself so freely to Him, it made me feel almost unsubmissive.......

i want to better myself so much, to be just like her, but i find it so hard sometimes, yes i would do anything for my Mistress and She gives me so much in return. Why do i need to test things, to do things that i know are going to hurt Her. my last post is not just something that i like, but a plea to myself to stop, think, obey and give myself to Her freely.

Allow me the spirit to know Her needs...
Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts...
Allow me the serenity to serve Her in peace...
Allow me the love to show Her in peace...
Allow me the tenderness to comfort Her...
Allow me the light to show U~us the way...
Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Her...
Let me be able to show Her each day my love by my service to Her...
Let me open myself up to completely belong to Her...
Let my eyes show Her each day my love by my service to Her...
Let me open myself up to completely belong to Her...
Let my eyes show Her the same respect, whether i sit at Her side, or kneel at Her feet...
Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman...
Let me learn to please Her, beyond myself...
Grant me the power to give myself to Her completely...
Give me the strength to please U~us both...
Permit me to love myself, in loving Her...
Allow me the peace of serving Her...
For it is my greatest wish, my highest power, to make Her life complete, as She makes mine.