believe, gift's and friends

i find it very funny how some of my friends, find it very hard to understand the D/s lifestyle.They find it hard to understand why i submit. Sometimes i find it hard (mostly while being punished), but it's what i am.

There are those that say that everyone is equal... but i believe in every relationship there is to some extent a Dominant and a submissive, it's the way it works one leads and one follows.

i have one friend, that hates it when i'm submissive to her (none sexual). She is all ways going on about it, but i find pride and strength in being submissive / what i am

The number of people that give me strange looks when i'm out shopping and i hold the door open for my Mistress and then bow my head as she walks past, is count less.

my mother just the other day found out about me and after a good long talk, found out herself that she was the submissive to my dad, not in such a way as myself, but in the way that she would always put him first in everything that they do.

Now don't get me wrong i don't believe that a submissive is something special something to look up to, it's not. and i know that sometimes i go on like it is, but to sound strange, (bear with me) my submission is a gift, a gift i am proud to give.

It hurts, being alone

Well it's been just over a week that i've been on my own and it hurts.

She called me in the week and we talked it over, yes She misses me and we have come to an agreement that i would travel up to see her at the weekends and any other chances that i get. After all she's only 2 hours away from me, but it still feels strange.

i will still do what she asks me to do and be her submissive, i just can't be there for her when she needs me.

i'm sorting out a web cam's for both of us, so we can be together as much as we can.

There's not much else to say just now bit of a strange week, but things maybe working out, i hope so as how things where last week, it hurt...........

just a note

i've just started a new blog for a story i wrote sometime ago.
please feel free to pop over to http://theringsstory.blogspot.com/ and take a look.

As for what's going on in my life just now i will make a new post here soon. (i may have already done it by the time you read this)